02/02/26
mad that hanasaka didnt get an ascension as an actual old man, but on the other hand hes the first male kemonomimi character in fgo so i guess thats fine. the fact the game has been around for 10 years and hes our first one is kinda insane. anyways i dont really mind his 3rd ascension, but the fact his 'ash-clad' version isnt a costume even though it has its own animations and voicelines? what the hell sure man. but i do like his a3 design quite a bit so its fine. his voicelines are so cute... 'can i curl up and sleep by your feet?' you cant just say things like that ojiisan!!!
also flora being a great quick support...thank god. hoping that the next welfare is a arts support that rivals castoria or lady avalon. genuinely considering not rolling for summer skadi anymore bc of her lol (probably a bad idea, but i can make do with what i have so whatever) also the reveal that she has some of persephone's powers?? i guess it makes sense but it was not how i expected persephone to be mentioned again. i do think their friendship is cute tho.
in other news i bought a gudako chibigurumi (well my brother is buying it as payment for some tailor work im doing for him) AND IM SO EXCITED!! but also my god gudako plushes are surprisingly expensive?? i thought oberon would be more expensive since hes popular but on average hes like $10 meanwhile gudako averages at like $20?? the mochimochi mascot prices are even worse hers average out at like $30 (unless its the summer mystic code version for some reason)!!!! btw these prices are before import fees so. sigh. someday ill have both chibigurumi gudakos (im getting vol 10 ver) but in the meantime ill happily make a dozen cute outfits and take a billion photos of the one ill get

01/21/26
wdym the last ssr male caster was in 2016. what the hell. also mrs snake being freed from npc jail!!! but shes a 4* so that means im definitely not getting a single copy of her but ill get np2 hanasaka instead. speaking of which 'old man' my ass. if one of his ascensions isnt him as an actual old man im going to wither away. and his 3rd ascension being locked behind the event... not a big fan when they do this bc most of the time this happens it means the servant gets fused with another saint graph and i think its a waste to fuse spirits together rather than letting them be a seperate servant (esp when they get their own sprite...ugh) hopefully its more of a biscione situation where hanasaka embodies an idea rather than fusing with a whole ass saint graph. ALSO THE NEW MYSTIC CODE...GUDA IS SMILING AGAIN WAHHH!! the outfit itself is whatever but the fact theyre smiling again means so much to me... also ik its probably just bc how gudako is posing but it looks like she has longer hair? well regardless she looks so cutesy and im so happy she gets her side ponytail back :)

01/12/26
go here if you wanna read my thoughts on the part 2 finale ok?
anyways, lord logres... i knew with all of my heart that she was going to be the ny servant, but man. still disappointed. at least her kit is interesting. i was hoping though that a 'super artoria' would have a np like kondo and have all of the kotrt show up, but not all of the members have a design so. guess ill continue dreaming.
ive also been getting back into mahoyaku after like two years and obviously i thought 'how can i combine the two pieces of media that changed my life together' and started to organize some servants into the territories

i made this at like 5am so i probably missed some obvious picks. all of this happened bc i was drawing morgan and thought 'shes so centeral-born → north coded' ive also always thought that figaro and merlin were similar and its been in the back of my mind constantly. i might expand on this au or whatever later idk.

12/17/25
ok ill think abt the new finale countdown stuff. my chest pops and vibrates. i was gonna make a bingo of my predictions but then i realized that i dont have enough for a proper bingo so ill just list them instead:
- 10000 mashs
- fou does something again
- rider davinci gets new alt but sacs herself immediately/she dies in general
- romani still doesnt return in the end
- something something fgo arcade
- artoria alt no.10000
- some line abt christmas/the holidays
- holmes returns/appears at the beginning in a dream again
- olga dies again
- raid boss is a foreigner class
- and evil guda + tachie
ngl part of my excitement comes from how this will affect my master oc. her 20 billionth crashout.

12/17/25
ignoring the new finale stuff (←conerning.) cause

WAKARANAI GUDAKO. SHESSO CUTE ITS NOT FAIR!!!! if she doesnt come back for s4 ill jump. the people are starving for gudako content that isnt the ugly beast (↙riyo guda) or gudao. genuinely hate how much gudako gets sidelined in favor of gudao.

she will get traumatized again in two days. yay!!!
anyways i was thinking i should add another section here...but idk what. more of a 'brute force' type of player so probably not a tutorial/guide. maybe my fgo ocs will be placed here instead. idk. phooey.

12/16/25
ngl i worked on making this website presentable enough just so i can ramble abt part 2 finale coming soon. oogh. shaking like a scared animal. so glad its releasing after my semester ended. when the grand caster raid was dropped i stayed up until 4am finishing it. genuinely never felt that exhausted before. anyways i hope guda gets a new awesome expression for the story. also excited to finally see marsibury ingame. i dont remember when the babylonia anime released. 5? 6? years of being edged since his design dropped. sad that the finale isnt being released on christmas like lb7. i know they wouldve made his first line merry christmas. still possible for happy holidays i guess. but no we got more raids instead...dreading. whatever. back to the interlude mines (already finished all the saber and archer ones...ough.)